I'm Ready!

I grew up in a household where my mom always had a stash of candy bars and potato chips were pretty much always in the house along with soda. In my last couple years of high school, I was very unhappy with my weight and that was when I was at my highest around probably 180 lbs. I'm guessing it was around that since I pretty much avoided scales and didn't even need to know the number because my pant size told the story at a size 14!

Before I left for college, I was determined to get healthy. I was afraid of going down the spiral of adding the freshman 15 on top of my already heavy frame. I worked out using video tapes and did very well, moving myself down to a comfortable size 10, about 145 lbs!

When I went away to college, I developed a workout routine with some friends. It was great for all of us and the support was amazing. Over the years, I've seemed to loose myself.

Now that I am out of college, I've looked at myself and wonder where I got off track. I swore to myself that I would never wear a size 14 ever again. Although I'm not there, I could see myself getting there soon enough if I don't do something. I needed some new motivation to get back on track.

My motivation is 3-fold:

1. My mother.

Yes, the woman that kept candy bars in full supply. She has gone on this detox and just finished. She let me borrow the book and I will begin as soon as I get it all in the mail. Seeing how she transformed is miraculous and several people have told me is has been their motivation to be healthy as well.

2. My wedding.

I am getting married to the man I want to spend the rest of my life with on August 22, 2009. I couldn't be more excited about it. I found the most beautiful dress and I want to look amazing in it. I also want to develop a healthy lifestyle with him. He has helped me want to be a better version of myself already. He will be a huge support through this 16-week program.

3. My honeymoon.

This may sound superficial, but this past weekend I went to Green Bay with my fiancé. We had a great time. While we were packing, I realized I had left my swim suit at my parent's house while we were there for the holidays. The only suit I had left at our apartment to pack was a bikini so I tried that on and would NEVER wear it in front of anyone in public. I want to wear that on my honeymoon. It is by no means a super small swimsuit. It's a healthy size and if I am healthy, it will fit.

Size and weight are just numbers to me. I do not have a weight loss goal. I have a goal of feeling healthier and more comfortable in my body. I want to look in the mirror and see ME. This is the site for the program I am following. I have no affiliation with any of these products. My mom went through this program and I saw her results and want them for myself.

http://mccombsplan.com/

I have no excuse. I have love and support.

I'm ready!